Overview..

I met this guy Kevin two years ago this past memorial day weekend, he was 34 and I was 21. You think the age gap might have been the only problem.Unannounced to my knowledge at first he was married, going through problems but still very much married and living in the house with his wife and two girls. He works locally for the town next door to the town we both live in. I met a couple of his friends before meeting him, we went out, had fun, and hooked up. One of his friends proceeded to introduce me to Kevin for what reason I dont know, being married in all. Anyways, I met Kevin and thought he was perfect... A nice body, great lips, and the best personality. We talked on the phone, somewhat hung out, and honestly we had a lot of sex. He would go to my family's house have dinner and never ever brought up him being married!
Throughout our time together I was heavily drinking, and I was one who most people classified has being over bearing. I was previously in a relationship before meeting Kevin, with a very physically, emotionally, and mentally abusive man. I became depressed, anxious, and angry. And a lot of my emotions came out in my drinking. I would heavily drink, drive, sometimes crash, and became an emotional time bomb. Never mind Kevin not being in a good situation I was in a worst situation. I did not love and respect myself. Months went on with Kevin, and we continued to have fun, have sex, and hang out, but the thing was, was I never really knew him.. and he did not know me.
My parents soon found out that he was not only married but not even on the verge of separation. They then forbid us to see each other.. My drinking got worse, and we continued to have "relationship."
Eventually we/he ended it.. And the drinker that I was I did not take it well. The last time I saw him is when I showed up to his work looking for him completely intoxicated and crying..Why Why Why.. Needless to say I left unwillingly in an ambulance to this hospital. And thought that those 9ish months were it between us. And I would never seem him again..... Well was I wrong.