So Kevin and I started to see each other regularly. He told me he was out of his house, and seeing someone and honestly I thought nothing of it. We were just two people from each others past who came back to hang out. We were going out a lot. And when I say a lot, I mean every night till all hours. The end of September came and it was a girlfriend's birthday and we were all going to Boston to celebrate, I of course invited Kevin who invited one of his good friends who I had hung up with previously. We all went and had an amazing time; it was fun, full of laughs, dancing, eating, and drinking. And to be quite honest it was good showing two people who regularly saw me completely intoxicated that I could go out and just have fun with a couple drinks.
Needless to say Kevin and I were slowly hooking up with one another.. Our kiss alone makes me speechless, the way our lips press against each other, the fullness the softness even the wetness is all just enough.. We then started to sleep with each other not regularly but often enough... I wanted to, but he was with someone. Months carried on, and it came time for my birthday, yes he got me something that I really wanted but it was the card he got me..or I should say what he wrote in the card...It was funny but sweet and and really just said how we balance each other, and how we are ourselves with each other at all the times..
**On a side note I have been sick, with what I did not know, but had severe stomach problems, pain, vomiting, and blood. I had been going through multiple tests and still very much dissatisfied with the results.
Okay, back to us, so Kevin started telling me that he was seeing this woman less and less, and that she was great, sweet, and had a great body...But she wasn't his match, he was bored, their personalities didn't match as much as they could. Saying nothing wrong with her, it just wasn't his match..
We both agreed how crazy of a match we were, yes we are physically attracted to each other, but our personalities, our sense of humor, and our passions are insanely the same... We don't even need to say anything we look at each other and we laugh, or we just know what each other is thinking. We love to go out, but we love to stay in, we love the same movies, music, motorcycles, and simply we are just able to be each other with one another. I know this may seem to good to be true, but it is not. It is real. We finally after a year in a half started to know who each other was and couldn't get enough of it.
January is when things started getting difficult. I first and foremost found out that I had cancer. Not skin cancer or anything, but first diagnosed with small intestinal cancer and then later diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. I remember the night I told Kevin, we were at nice dinner and I told him I was very sick.. And I would be starting some type of treatment very very soon....After that night everything changed. He came and told me he was done with the other woman.. That he loved me, and I was his one, his soul mate.. And of course the feeling was mutual. A couple weeks went on, and I was not getting better in any sort of way. Kevin soon started talking to his parents about me, which I thought was great.. He is serious enough about me to talk his parents.. His parents then spoke to his Aunt who is a stage 3 breast cancer survivor, and through the grapevine news traveled through Kevin's family I was introduced to the incredible Dr. Mullen at B.I in Boston and a healing priest Father Paco out of Framingham...
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